Onnabugeisha

For Paul’s Prompt at dVerse – soul searching

Onnabugeisha
Katsumoto: The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life.  The Last Samurai

Trees blooming in the spring –
cherry, pear, plum –
their blossoms last for a day and then die.
Petals drift and fall to the ground –
pink and white snow of petals.
My lover called me “*onnabugeisha”
And so I am.
I fought my way through grief
through rape, through death
and even through ovarian cancer.
I swung my katana
and cut through them all.
And the timeless prayers
to an Ancient Hebrew God
I know healed me.
I learned that I did not need to fight.
All I needed was to bloom –
To soak up the rain and sun
and gaze at the blue sky.
I should have died I know.
But my petals hung on.
I continue to gaze at the sky
and to allow my soul to bloom.

*Japanese for female samurai or warrior*

 

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20 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. D. Avery @shiftnshake
    Mar 20, 2018 @ 20:29:35

    And you swing a pen. Powerfully.

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  2. Sherry Blue sky
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 00:19:24

    Toni, what an amazement of a poem…..and life story. Wow! You are indeed a warrior! I especially love the closing stanza, where you no longer needed to fight, but to bloom. Wow.

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  3. Suzanne
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 01:26:44

    This is so deep it’s hard to find words to write in response. I just wanted to say that your poem really moved me and touched on my own struggles through life. Finding one’s own sword and learning how to use brings great strength.

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  4. Just Barry
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 01:45:00

    I echo the awe of the other comments. Your words are powerful and eloquent. You bloom with a strength I can’t help but admire.

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  5. peterfrankiswrites
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 05:45:53

    very nice – great image of the warrior tree – at peace at last – blooming.

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  6. Misky
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 07:32:06

    You take my breath away, Toni.

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  7. paul scribbles
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 07:51:54

    Wow. You brought a truly deep soul to this poem Toni. I always remember the final scene from The Last Samurai when he realises they are all perfect. Always gets me.

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  8. Sue Vincent
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 08:28:45

    “I learned that I did not need to fight.
    All I needed was to bloom – ” and that says it all, Toni.

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  9. Mary (tqhousecat)
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 09:40:05

    When we stop fighting and start blooming! Beautiful! Still figuring that out in my own life. Thank you!

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  10. Frank J. Tassone
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 10:12:17

    And what blossoms your blooming yields! Beautiful write, Toni! 🙂

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  11. Björn Rudberg (brudberg)
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 15:06:38

    This is an amazing poem Toni, love the ties between warrior and bloom… I think in a life you need both some fighting and some bloom…

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    • kanzensakura
      Mar 21, 2018 @ 15:09:57

      I totally. At the time it seemed all I did was fight my way through life. It was a hard time for me. I have since learned about blooming. Life can still be hard but, at the same time it seems easier.

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  12. Gospel Isosceles
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 15:53:34

    Incredible, Toni. I like the whole symbolism of likening the tree blossoms to a katana-wielding samurai to a beautiful and rare soul.
    “I should have died I know.
    But my petals hung on.
    I continue to gaze at the sky
    and to allow my soul to bloom.”
    What bravery!

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  13. merrildsmith
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 16:47:32

    What a beautiful and profound poem: “I learned that I did not need to fight.
    All I needed was to bloom”
    Though it seems you did fight first–and perhaps there is always a struggle involved first before the bloom, but then, I suppose you have to sit back and absorb the sun and sky and let the blossoming begin.

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  14. rothpoetry
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 17:04:52

    An excellent piece of soul gazing! I love how you have come full circle and through it all are still blooming beautifully …especially in you writing!
    dwight

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  15. Truedessa
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 18:28:38

    This is a testament to the warrior spirit that seems to have a moment of awakening. In that moment a revelation that there is strength in a bloom and life in the vein of a petal. Profound…

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  16. Jo Aylard
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 20:44:26

    “All I needed was to bloom” — This is such a lovely reminder of what we are really here to do.

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  17. Grace
    Mar 21, 2018 @ 20:52:21

    Not to fight but to bloom ~ Love your personal journey Toni ~ You are an amazing soul, with warrior spirit ~

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  18. Imelda
    Mar 23, 2018 @ 14:33:02

    I admire the strength of the spirit and the bravery that this poem painted.

    Reply

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